Ania

RL RL RL!

2002-05-24T14:43:38Z

Today is the best day EVER! Ignoring the fact that I'm sick and sniffly, it's still awesome. :) :)

Tonight is the RL prom, which is the coolest thing! I am sooo excited! I'm going with Sam (awwww), but I'm also going to be seeing Brent, Mark, MCNAY (AND SLEEPING AT MCNAY'S! WOOHOO)...

Today is kinda nuts, cuz I have to run around... This morning we had English (wow, great movie Mr. Farber), and now I biked home. I have to do chem homework before A block, and get the boutonniere for Sam, and get a camera for tonight, and get my nails done (JULIA, WHERE ARE YOU WHEN I NEED YOU?)...
Oh, and I was supposed to have lunch with Nick, but we know how that goes... We always always cancel on each other, so I'm not counting on seeing him! But that'd be fun...
Then after chem I have to go to my hair appointment (YAY!). I'm getting my hair cut, then styled really nicely. I'm excited!

Alright I gotta fly...
Have a nice day! :)

ania161 @ 2002-05-22T20:46:00

2002-05-21T17:28:23Z

Yay! I'm writing again!

Today was totally uneventful. But oh well.

I figured out where I know Smalls from! (if anyone knows what I'm talking about) I saw him at CAP last night, and he was trying to convince me to say I was his recruit (he gets a RIBBON if I say that... woohoo), and he said: "we go way back. This summer, we went to see that Navy frigate together!" And I was like: "OHHHH!" It was so funny. Anyway, I'm scared to befriend him because Caitlyn tells me all the time how much of a jerk he was to her, and how he was really really awful and all that jazz. But he's a friend of Brent's, so he can't be all that bad, can he?

Alright. So I'm back to lj. Leave comments!

GAAA!

2002-01-14T21:12:45Z

*sigh*

What is really sad is that I have to take SATs in March, and they fall on the 16th. It's very annoying! This is the middle of vacation, so if I go to Geneva at all (which I am debating, because I won't be able to prepare as well for the SATs), then I'll go only from the 9th to the 14th. That won't be long, but that's all I will be able to do. Then after SATs, I have pre-season. This is for one week, and we have two practices of three hours each day. We get to go on the river and spend a long time practicing, and I'm very excited. I'm not sure whether I'll get picked, because only few people get to go. I've been working hard, so I think I have a chance.

Other than that, I am in the usual "freak-out" time of junior year when one has to think about COLLEGE. I've been thinking a LOT, and right now my top choices are Duke, Stanford (although that would be very far away from home...), University of Virginia (very very good crew team), or even possibly Harvard (don't bet on it).

I don't know... I'm SO lost!

Genf

2001-12-22T18:23:14Z

So I'm now in Geneva... It's been reaaaaally cold (at least cold for here, like sub-zero temperatures. Celsius, of course), and today was the first snow of the year. It's been alright, although I've been SUPER nostalgic. It's soooo weird!
Seeing Elisa and Matthias is always good, although they're a little exhausting.

I'm kinda sick today... Ick. I've felt soooo dizzy and weak... It sucks!

Anyways... Let's go watch French tv!! yay!!

ania161 @ 2001-12-14T01:35:00

2001-12-14T18:30:15Z

VACATION. NOW. PLEASE?
I really don't want to have to do my history paper... I'm soooooooo pissed that we have to do this! ICK!!!

Anyways, I'm seeing good ol' Richie tomorrow (FINALLY!). I'm really psyched! We talked on the phone last night for a while... which was good!! It was really fun, and we realized that we are antitheses of each other. CREEPY? I don't know... Everything in us seems exactly opposite. Opposites attract!!!!!! Yay!

ania161 @ 2001-12-11T18:39:00

2001-12-12T14:39:25Z

hello-
last night was really fun. my "brother" came over and we talked for a very long time. it was really cool. i put quotes cuz he's not really my brother, but more like a sorrogate brother. he's in med school... anyways...
i am seeing richie on saturday (finally). yes, i decided to see him, cuz he's just so hot! and i wanted to see him. yay! i'm psyched.
i can't believe i still have the history paper. ARGH!!! but at least we're out of school a week from today. yippee! but that kinda sucks too, though, cuz i have to take a plane RIGHT as i get out of school. ICK. i hate having to go overseas, it's BORING. i'm kinda psyched to see my dad and elisa and matthias, and i'm happy to go skiing again. however, there are still things i don't look forward to in geneva... *sigh* i bet a lot of people would be PSYCHED to go to geneva, but to me it's just boring, cuz i know it soooo well, and every time i go i just get nostalgic...

Drew!

2001-12-01T22:12:33Z

Today I had a lunch date with Drew. He is SOOO nice! He goes to Milton... Anyways, he is really cool and it was awesome to see him. He's a good friend of Julia's, which is kinda funny (funny weird, not funny haha), but I can certainly deal with it! lol.
Anyways, I've been working like CRAZY on this history paper. I've worked NON-STOP all day, except for the little time I spent with Drew. Seriously, the whole rest of the day was spent writing up notecards. I still feel SOOO BEHIND! I wrote a ton, but still... I'm freaking out!

Anyways, I'm off to see Eliz soon. Seeing "Waking Life" which looks awesome. YAY!

MIGRAINE

2001-12-01T01:52:46Z

I had the worst migraine today. UGH! And I had a math test and I'm sure I did really poorly... *sniff* I got my chem project thingy back, and I'm glad cuz I got an A on it. Yay!
Today is Friday, and it's the first Friday I've been HOME since a LONG LONG time ago! I ALWAYS go out. grrr. I basically have no time to see my friends from out of school these days because I'm so damn busy! And I miss them a LOT.
Tonight my sister hung out with her friend Drew, who says he wants me! YAY! So he supposedly wants to ask me out on a date. That's so cute! And I think he's really hot (although Lili was trying to convince me otherwise...). He's really nice, too. So I'm excited about that.

This week was crazy! I had so much homework! I got on average 4 hours of sleep every night, and I definitely need waaay more. I've been going to volleyball practice (which sucks cuz I didn't make varsity, *boo hoo*, and the JV coach is DUMB), and I've also been doing PE. So I've been exhausting myself physically and I can't even recover cuz I don't sleep! So I'm going do have a nervous breakdown...
I've had soo much work this week! And I'm freaking out about so many things... i.e. college, college, school, grades, piano, volleyball, &c, &c, &c. GAAAAAA! I had to cancel my piano lesson today because I had a migraine and I didn't even go to practice. Now I feel really bad, but my headache is a bit better. I went to see Craig and he wouldn't give me more than two IB's, and I got pissed. Needless to say, that did NOTHING, and the pain stayed forever... It was really painful. So when I got home I started working then COLLAPSED on my bed and slept for 45 minutes. It was weird, cuz I was just so exhausted!
This weekend is going to be AWFUL. All I have to say is: HISTORY PAPER. I'm going to spend all of Saturday and all of Sunday doing that, because I am SOOOOOO behind!!

Anyways, back to work!
Cya!

STRESS

2001-11-29T17:49:29Z

I haven't written in a long time... I have been freaking out these days for so many reasons! I think I'm never going to college... Uh oh... But everyone keeps telling me that's not true, and I sure hope so. But I am SOO worried! Also, there's the EVIL history paper, and I'm going to sequester myself this weekend and do nothing but make notecards. ICK.

I feel so bad for Eric... His life seems really tough, and his Dad isn't being nice with him and his mother. It sucks! And they both seem afraid of him... *sigh* I wish I could help, but I can't. I still want to support him... GAAAAAAAAAA!

On another note, I spoke to Tom online last night. (You all know who that is, right? lol) He said he missed me, and I was like: "Oh?" and he thought it was because I didn't reciprocate. And I was like: "No no!! It's just that I was suprised," which I was! Anyways, he was being really sweet. There are these two guys at Milton that I kind of like, and they've both asked me out on a date, but indefinitely (as in, not for a particular day). I hope they both turn out! hehe.

Anyways, gotta go do work... EEK!

ania161 @ 2001-11-13T12:50:00

2001-11-13T17:44:53Z

Yo... Why does Eric have to be like that? I really miss the way he used to be... I loved him so much this summer - we did so much stuff together, and we were the best of friends. But now, he seems to be "too cool" or something. It's weird.

Anyways, this polish dude from RL keeps macking on me. It's quite frustrating some times! And then his hot friend from Milton finally IMed me (YAY!) so that's good. And then there's Drew, this kid who goes to Milton too. He just dumped his gf. YAY!!! I am so psyched! And Julia (my sis) thinks he kinda likes me... So I'm psyched. Hehe.

MSA dance....

2001-11-04T04:57:17Z

the dance tonight was pretty cool. the music was more than odd, and my race was DEFINITELY a minority... but it was cool nevertheless. there were some nice people, and everyone was really into the dancing, which was awesome. mark came, which made me happy, although becky seemed to be pissed off when i hung out with him... hmmmm.
some guys just randomly came up to me and started grinding with me. one was this pretty hot guy from milton... he was totally into me. *wink wink* lol. but that was pretty cool.
anyways, it's late. buh-bye.

Julia's... we aren't sisters for nothing!!

2001-11-01T21:02:28Z

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid:	Low
Schizoid:	Low
Schizotypal:	Low
Antisocial:	Low
Borderline:	Low
Histrionic:	Moderate
Narcissistic:	Moderate
Avoidant:	Low
Dependent:	Moderate
Obsessive-Compulsive:	Low
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ania161 @ 2001-10-31T14:11:00

2001-10-31T19:08:04Z

This day, and also yesterday, have been so hard...

I miss you...

ania161 @ 2001-10-31T10:09:00

2001-10-31T19:07:11Z

This day, and also yesterday, have been so hard...

I miss you...

ania161 @ 2001-10-31T05:45:00

2001-10-31T17:40:41Z

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid:	Low
Schizoid:	Low
Schizotypal:	Moderate
Antisocial:	Low
Borderline:	Low
Histrionic:	Moderate
Narcissistic:	Moderate
Avoidant:	Low
Dependent:	Low
Obsessive-Compulsive:	Low
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ania161 @ 2001-10-25T16:30:00

2001-10-25T20:32:47Z

Today was bad... It was just a pain in the neck!! I hadn't done any hw, because i went out last night... That was the funnest thing! I saw my brother (we're not really related...), and we went out to dinner. Then his friend joined us, and paid for everything (yay!). He's SO rich! And he has the COOLEST bmw, with a radio that has a screen with dolphins!! And they swim around! It's the funniest thing... And it supposedly catches a lot of girls. HA! So that was fun, then we drove all over Cambridge looking for mousse au chocolat, since the three of us (my brother, Jonathan, his friend Stat and I) are from Europe, and we wanted a European "dessert." So I got home around 10:30, and then I stayed up and talked to Deb (who "babysat" me). She's really cool. (Yeah yeah I know... I'm not old enough to stay home alone yet... GRRRRR.
Anyways, that was fun. It was really weird to speak French again. I mean, I know I speak to some people (Becca, Ciara, Lili...) in French at school, but I can't talk about Geneva or Europe with you/them. It was funny because Stat kept having people call on his cell phone and he'd swear at them in Greek. It was hilarious! He's Greek, but lived in Brussels......
Anyways. I can't wait for the weekend. I hate school!! lol At least I only have ONE REAL CLASS TOMORROW!! English is conferences, precalculus was cancelled, French we're just practicing the play, and chemistry we're just doing stupid activities on the CD Rom. So all i really have is history (GAA!). But it's ok, since he always always lets us out early. And then I have intervals.... Ugh.

Head

2001-10-21T20:32:03Z

Yay! I love the head... Except it SUCKS when i'm not in it! Olivia, I bet you feel the same way. Anyways, we got lots of shit from USRowing, and i'm PSYCHED. I'm so mad at Emily Ross- she cought a crab and so we were LAST, DEAD LAST. How horrible is that??? UGH! At least Olivia's boys did pretty well, and our boys got 21st, which is ok... Anyways, I LOVE CREW. I am officially OBSESSED!!! OMG! It is going to my head... Yep. Anyways, let's go do some more homework! Yay......

WEEZER ROCKS!

2001-09-26T22:49:00Z

Oh my goodness -- it is only Wednesday yet I've had so much work! I am overwhelmed, and I always end up falling behind... Ugh!

Yesterday was the Weezer concert! IT WAS SOO GREAT! I went with Eric and Gwen, but we were with Julia, Max, and Abe. We also met up with Jeff, Jake, Is (Ian for the rest of the world), Nems (Alex Nemser), Travis, Bayne, and Click (Nick Cetrulo). We all talked for a while at school and then around 5:30 decided to head out (this is Max, Abe, Julia, Eric, Gwen, and I). So we went into Max's car (he was driving), and headed south. We got onto 95, and spent THREE HOURS in traffic!! There was a fluid spill around exit 15, and the jam extended probably 20 exits north of 15. GAAA! We spent three hours talking and listening to music. It was good. I learned from Eric that there is such a game where you put "anal" in front of the name of a car. For example, anal Probe, anal Excursion, anal Focus, anal Expedition, &c. You get the hang of it? Well, it was fun...
Then we finally got to the actual concert around 9pm. The concert started at SEVEN! Cold was supposed to open for them, but ended up not doing so... I don't know why. But we weren't there anyways, so who cares. Haha.

And on another note, why are complicated people attracted to me? Does everyone remember Zack Einhorn? Well, guess what... And then there is my best buddy Eric (I'm not saying he wants me!! We ARE just friends). I love him to bits!! Oh why oh why can't I find a decent guy?

ania161 @ 2001-09-22T23:35:00

2001-09-23T03:37:08Z

Tonight Elizabeth and I were walking down Mass Ave towards Harvard square, and this guy across the street starts trying to mack on me, and he's looking back to talk to me, telling me random stupid things about how pretty I am, blah blah, and then he RAN INTO A MAILBOX. I was laughing sooo hard!

today was awful!

2001-08-22T22:47:56Z

oh my gosh! today was awful! well, the day went badly from the start. this morning i wanted to go on a bike ride, but then i found out BOTH my tires were FLAT, and i didn't have a pump! so i took the T to the Boston library and got some Italian books, which was good. then i went to a dermatologist's appointment. i had to wait in the waiting room for AN HOUR AND A QUARTER! it was AWFUL. i think i might be going insane, because i just finished reading "The Bell Jar" by Sylvia Plath, and i am now reading "I Never Promised You A Rose Garden"... both of these are about INSANITY and MENTAL ILLNESS!!! and now i can associate the thoughts i'm having with the symptoms they're having. ARGH!!
anyways, after my appointment i decided to treat myself to my favourite restaurant place. it's called Cosi (in Italian that means: Thus). all i knew was that it was on State St. so i walk all the way from MGH to gov't center, which is a long walk in four-inch heels that hurt like hell! so i was forced to walk bare-foot for a while, and obviously i got weird looks. so i get to State St. and walk all the way down to the water and i don't see it! so i ask this guy and he ends up HITTING ON ME! i was like: please just tell me where to go... but he had no idea. so i just walked all the way back up State St. and still didn't see it!! i was soo frustrated... i finally found out it was at number 53, so i look for it, and 53 is this HUUUGE business building. i asked some guy where the Cosi is, and he tells me it's in this HUGE building. and i looked all over and finally figured out it wasn't at ALL on State St. but about half a block down on Congress St.!!!! so by the time i get there it's CLOSED! i was sooo angry! then i saw there was a sign that said "Rebecca's Cafe" and i really like this place so i told myself i'd go there instead. then i couldn't find it either because it was in another of those HUGE business buildings!! i asked some woman and she told me to go IN the HUUUGE FLEET building... so i did, and Rebecca's was CLOSED TOO! that was very very annoying. so i resorted to Au Bon Pain, and asked for two sandwiches, one for me and one for my mother. by then i had called my mother and cried a bit because my feet were bloody and HURTING and blistered. so finally at Au Bon Pain i was tired and worn out, and i just wanted my two damned sandwiches. then the stupid lady just confuses everything and makes the sandwiches ALL WRONG. i had to tell her how to make the goddamn sandwiches. she was the STUPIDEST lady i have ever seen. i had to keep from yelling: "how the heck did you get hired here you idiot???" yes, i controlled myself. but she was using all the wrong ingredients and by that time my patience was very very close to zero. so i finally got out of there with what i thought was right. UGH!! today was awwwwwwwful!

Guys...

2001-08-10T19:11:50Z

This is so odd... I am seeing too many guys... I mean, right now I'm with this guy called Jeff, and he's nice, really. He is nice, but, I think he might be just a little bit too attached to me. I don't want guys to be so attached! And we aren't even officially together yet. Ugh! Guys expect so much from you... I already have one guy in love with me, I don't want more, THANK YOU!